Cheating Spouse.

After advice. And to just vent.

I found out my Partner of 4 years had been having online affairs with multiple women. I was 6 months pregnant when I discovered the messages on Instagram. I decided to stay with him because I do love him, I was 6 months pregnant and we have a 2 year old together already. He says he will never do it again and he hates himself for doing what he did to me.. Fast forward 5 months and here I am. I feel like haven’t forgiven him for what he has done. Every time his phone buzzes or when ever he’s on his phone I feel insecure.. I think about it every now and then and I feel hatred. I feel like I’m falling out of love with him. I keep thinking about being a single mum. But I also feel like I want to try and save our relationship for our children. My question is what would you do? Would you be able to forgive and move forward. Do you think it’s too far gone? ☹️