Hey guys….so I’ve been in a relationship with my bf for around 7 months (we’ve known each other over a year) and in the beginning of our relationship we didn’t really care for the use of condoms. I was on Birth Control and he never voiced any concern about that and i was under the assumption he liked that considering it was his kink. Until around 3 months ago when I stopped using BC just to get my period back on track. We used Plan B once before already and he spent the day taking care of me. But this time around (we bought it together but couldn’t spend the day together) but i told him I wanted to take it at my home since i didn’t want to start feeling sick on the drive to my house (we live around 40 minutes away from eachother).

He suddenly came out telling me how he NEEDED to see me take it. And that he was paranoid that i was going to lie. And that “I don’t know what you would do just to keep me around”. Or that even if i got home and video chatted with him so he could see me take it, he wouldn’t believe it because i could just throw it up or pretend to take it. I’m heartbroken. He claims that he’s in the right for asking and that he shouldn’t have to feel bad for voicing that. And I guess now I’m just confused about whether all the tears and anxiety attacks are for nothing or maybe there’s something i’m not seeing and i need someone (you guys) to tell me. I asked him if someone ever went behind his back like that before, but nope it’s never happened. I feel like I’m going crazy