Pregnant after losing our baby boy on mother's day 2021

Aliesha

My last clinic date was the 28th April 2021, my baby had a regular strong heartbeat. Everything was going ok not until the night of May 9th the day before mother's day. I was experiencing Nausea and light bleeding bare in ming I don't go full term because I suffer from preeclampsia. On May 10th mother's day I was admitted to the hospital where I was examined and did an ultrasound where my baby heartbeat was very low. I've asked the doctors and nurses to let me sign for a emergency c section so they can take my baby. They agreed until that night I was administered wrong medications by a nursing assistant with no experience. I started reacting negatively to the medication and was rushed to the ICU. I recovered and everything was fine until I felt the nerve to push around 8 the same night. I told the nurses how I felt and they ignored me completely I was given induced medication mind I was scheduled for a c cection while my pressure being very high. I went in the bathroom and felt something between my legs. It was my baby he was breeches he came with he feet first. I scream loudly and the nurse on call that night came with a delivery underlies asking me to put it on so I can walk to the delivery room so I could be examined. My baby was stoke in my cervix by the head for more than an hour because my cervix was not contracting and the took very long to give me the medication to help open my cervix . I felt my baby, fighting for his life between my legs because of the lack of oxygen to his brain. I finally started feeling very weak and in and out of consciousness because I used up all my energy trying to push him out. When he finally came out he was hardly moving and was struggling to breathe. They rushed him in ICU to try to revive him. Later on that I was told by one on the nurse that my baby died due to asphyxiation which lead to lack of oxygen to his brain and he had survived he would of suffered with lots of brain functions. He weighed 6lbs 5 Oz at 32 weeks. This a day I'll never forget.😭😭😭😭😭😭