Never thought I'd be back....

Kendra • Mommas of 2, Bonus Mom of 2, Angel Mommy of 2

I posted in February about a MMC. Recently found out from my medical records that his heart stopped at 9w1d (the day I had my blood drawn for the pregnancy test at the doctor's), found out at my first appointment that I was measuring 10w1, and my body miscarried at 11w4d.

I'm back to post that 3 weeks ago today, 1/02/22, my supposed to be Rainbow Baby became an Angel Baby measuring 40 weeks. I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes and was supposed to be induced on 12/31/21, but the hospital called and postponed it. They called me back at noon on 1/02 to come in and I arrived at 3pm. The last time I can remember him moving was midnight as I was getting ready for bed. He had no heartbeat when I got to the hospital. I delivered him a little over 24 hours later. Placenta was perfect, no abruption. Cord was perfect, no clots or knots. His body didn't have any signs of distress. No congenital defects were found in the autopsy. I just had a full circle (9w and 40w) loss for no reason.

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Fr

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I am so so sorry, I can’t even imagine the pain you are feeling 💔 you are strong mama, and I hope you know that. I’m wishing you all the best!

Ke

Kendra • Jan 24, 2022
Thank you. I wish I didn't have to be strong though.

Je

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I’m so sorry for your loss 💔

Ki

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I’m so sorry for your loss thoughts and prayers to you and your family 💜

Am

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I’m so sorry 😞

Bo

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I'm so sorry you're going through this... you shouldn't have to. I'm so sorry for your losses

Je

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So incredibly sorry momma. So so so so sorry 💔💔💔💔💔 sending you all my love

Ju

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Oh Kendra I am so incredibly sorry. Our second died shortly after she was born at 39w and that pain and grief is so horrible. Thinking about you and your sweet babies.

Ke

Kendra • Jan 24, 2022
I'm so sorry for your loss as well 💔