I have suffered with depression for many years, it has been under control but it can be triggered.

I believe having an unplanned pregnancy has a lot to do with this depression Im in currently. I have never been able to do birth control because of the severe mood swings and depression it would put me in no matter what it was. Im convinced the hormones of this pregnancy are also playing a big role.

Im in a stable relationship and have the help of many family and friends who will help come time, the only downside is my boyfriend works commercial fishing and can be gone for days to weeks at a time. This can get rough, This pregnancy makes me want to cling to him.

I have been on mood stabilizers in the past and really do not want to go back to that. When i give birth I understand the new challenge of taking care of a baby may be overwhelming but when the hormones are back to normal will I feel sane again

Im all over the place in my mind and I have the worst brain fog.

Any advice will help