To Heaven Above

If someone knew how i was feelin,

Would they sit down and listen?

If you knew how i am feelin,

Would you shut-up for a minute?

Or would you just keep talkin,

Bout the things that are botherin you,

Would you compare our lives

Is there something that you could do?

I know , its rough, to hear, that someone you know

Is sad, and lost, and doesnt want to go

Go on, living, in this lonely empty world

Its not your life, you wont ever understand

Its true every day its always the same

The empty gaze the worthless daze

All i think about is swinging,

the warm sun on my face

Above me is blue sky

where heavens angels fligh so high

Feel the breeze floating through the air

On my way to a perfect life

I know, its rough, to hear that someone that you know

Is sad, and lost, and doesnt want to go

Go on, living, in this lonely empty world

But its not your life, how could you understand?

Ive gone around and around

Trying to find a better way

But when i know when lifes done

I will gently float away

There will be no more hurt

No more sicknesses or pain

I cant numb this feeling

Cant make depression just go away.

Its rough, to hear, that someone that you know

Is sad, and lost, and doesnt want to go

Go on, living, in this lonely empty world

I just hope you understand

This isnt goodbye now

Ill see you again my friend

But this weight that i carry

Is just too damn heavy

Why wouldnt i want to go

Where the streets are paved in gold

My God I have begged you

But my prayers are fading.

When you hear, that someone that you know

Is sad, and lost, and doesnt want to go

Go on, living, in this lonely empty world

Do anything to show them they dont have to go

This pain will be long gone

For me but not for you

Forgive me Father

All i want is to be with you

When my body is whole again

No more sickness no more pain

I will kneel at the altar

That is when the best life begins