Just keep thinking “10 more weeks just 10 more weeks” (rant)

Ki

Hey y’all. I’ve been one of the few who doesn’t enjoy pregnancy. I’ve been high risk since early on. Diagnosed with GD at about 12 weeks, and dealing with thrombocytopenia. (Had it before pregnancy, so nothing new, just thoughts in the back of my mind). I’ve been eating eggs every single day since 12 weeks with little variety. I’ve had doc appointments every 2 weeks at least. And they just told me they’re wanting to start early on my NST appointments. So MORE appointments to 2+ a week. I also have a toddler, and I have to choose between having him or my husband at appointments. But I can’t have both. Which means I have to get my MIL to watch my son more often, which she already watches him 3 days a week. I’m so tired of all the appointments, the doctors are understaffed so I’m not able to get updates on my insulin usage as often. And I’m tired of living off a timer for eating and checking my bs numbers. I know it’s only 10 more weeks. I haven’t even done anything for the house to prepare for the newborn. 😅 I hope the time flies by quickly. Ever since hitting the 3rd trimester, time has been moving so slowly.