My babygirl is 8 days old. Battling increased bili levels and this momma is stressed. We were doing so well with latching last week. This weekend baby was on bili blanket so I fed her with a bottle most of the weekend. I like the bottle better to because I know how much she’s eating. Is it bad that I think I just wanna pump and use the bottle to deliver breast milk? Also babygirl sounds like she’s wheezing when eating and appears to be shivering throughout the day. They remind me of baby seizures. Ugh idk I’m just feeling overwhelmed.