Best friend left me at the time I needed the most

I am going through a divorce. A painful divorce. I am on month 4 and I am just now slowly starting to heal. Which basically means instead of crying everyday. I now cry maybe just one day out of the week 🤪!

It’s been hard. I see a therapist. I’ve had suicidal thoughts and several panic attacks.

The first month I ran to my best girl friend and poured my heart out. I cried and cried. She said I was doing the right thing…he doesn’t deserve me…etc. then..

Weeks went by…holidays…nothing. Nothing!

Only last week she asked me if I was alright. I told her yea sure. She never responded.

I didn’t know that after a divorce you truly know who your real friends are. This hit me like a ton of bricks. What would u do in this situation? I will definitely not be reaching out to her.