I’m 38 weeks pregnant and I love being a boy mom and I’m expecting another boy and I received a early baby shower gift today and seeing the Grey Nike onesie made me happy and I laughed cuz of how tiny newborns are ! Like you forget how tiny they are you know ? & just looking at it more , made me remember how badly I was hoping for a girl this time 💔. This is our last baby since we don’t know if we could even have a girl at this point 😩. I love my baby boy and can’t wait for him to arrive but a part of me will always want a baby girl . Had any mama felt like this ? I feel guilty as a mom for feeling this way .