(Story time) (trying to make sense out of what I feel so I make the right decisions moving forward)(GIRL TALK)

I’ve known this guy since high school never ever gave him a chance, didn’t really care to. 6 years later he flies into my town which is not our home town for a business work trip. He’s an important man now and asks to go out for dinner. So, we do cause at the end of the day he’s a high school friend and even though he’s had a “crush” I would look past it and wouldn’t lead him on..

He is persistent and he’s never forced me on him or anything, he’s very patient with me but there are times where I don’t always know his intentions. After dinner we went out to a adult arcade with a couple of his colleagues that came into town as well. I had already had some wine from dinner and was honestly ready for bed after we ate but once we got to the bar I had about 2 shots and another drink. I was pretty tipsy and they booked an extra vacant hotel room so he offered me to stay in it being I was sleepy and tipsy and me driving home wasn’t practical. I decided to stay and of course we ended up staying together cause.. Neither of us really wanted to separate ( I’m tipsy ) so we cuddled and then we ended up kissing and boom everything else.

Originally I didn’t care to notice much about this guy all I knew back then was that he was kind to me was a principles pet and had a crush, but after that night I saw a different side of him and I would’ve never guessed he was the way he is in bed 😩 am I dickmatized? Or am I finally seeing something in him that I’ve never noticed before.. should I give him a chance or just wait for it all to die out. I’m like slightly obsessing over him right now., anyway I’m rambling if you have any advice or care to respond please do if you don’t have anything nice to say or anything to say don’t say anything at all, thank ya’ll for reading anyway ❤️