I got married when I was 18. I have two beautiful kids from that marriage. But I also suffer from severe depression and anxiety and my ex husband has anger problems and we didn’t mesh well.

Well this past year we divorced after 5 years of being with each other.

He has been completely awful to me throughout the divorce and I know it’s because he’s bitter that we are divorcing. But I find myself missing what could have been? Like we were going to have another baby and buy another house… and I just kinda feel sad. Like I don’t even know how to explain it.

But I started dating this new guy and he’s amazing to me- and when we are together it’s amazing as well. But he lives two hours away and we only see each-other once or twice a month so far.

Idk if I’m just having anxiety about getting back into the dating life and getting out of my comfort zone or what is happening. Any advice?

Also pics of stuff my ex sends to me.