I'm scared!!!

Michelle

Everyone is telling me it's covid. My husband talked with some guys at work that have tested positive for coivd and compared symptoms and they match up to what my husband and myself have been going through this week. I've been feeling very very cold past few days so tired that sleeping doesn't help and nauseous...my older kids haven't been feeling good. They both have coughs Temps no appetite but still eat. But they look so pale now im just so scared I'm gonna wake up and something bad has happened. We haven't left the house. But we haven't tested either. My 2 month old had his check up this week they wanted to keep the app bc he was having a temp of 99 with no other symptoms...they tested him but it came back neg but everyone is telling me these are all the symptoms of covid so I don't know what to think. We been sick since Tuesday and I'm just so over this...im so over covid being apart of this world and frankly it's starting to get hard remembering what the world was like b4 covid. I'm so scared I'm actually praying please don't take my children from me. And then very scary thoughts seep in thinking what if that were to happen and how i could not possibly live with myself. I'm terrified right now. And there's no point getting tested no point going to see a doctor bc they can't help we are already staying home. I just don't know what to think I just want to sleep and wake up with them feeling 100% but then it goes back to me being terrified to sleep and waking up something horrible is gonna happen when u wake.