Feeling rushed/pressured and maybe a little jealous

Recently my boyfriends sister who is around my age recently got engaged and just announced she was pregnant.

(We’re all in our late 20s) I’ll be 28 later this year. Anyway, I genuinely am so happy for them and I am so so excited to be an aunt. My boyfriend and I live in a house together and have plans of getting engaged in the next few months. We are very serious and super in love.

I’m so thankful to be where I’m at, I jut feel a little pressure/rushed because now all of his family is like looking at the clock like “when’s your turn?” And oh you are next girl!

I really can’t wait to get engaged and want to start trying for a baby (we are just doing a courthouse wedding and skipping a big thing)

But I just feel a little jealous I think. Like I wish that was me being pregnant. And I know my time will come but now I’m thinking about the woman’s chroniological clock and that time is running out.

Again, I want to say that I am so so so happy for them and support them…I’m just genuinely feeling pressure now and I don’t want to have a baby just because someone else has a baby obviously. I definitely want to be engaged first before we start trying. I think I’m just feeling pressured but also want to start trying as soon as I’m engaged.

Has anyone gone through these feelings and emotions before?