Plz don’t judge and if that’s all ur gonna do don’t waist my time, with that being said this is my 3rd baby and I’m 2 months into BF and I HATE it and don’t wanna do this for 14 more months like I did 16 for my other two, I never wanted to BF this time but L&D made me feel guilty and here I am again miserable and tierd of being a pacifier all day and all night, I can’t take it anymore I tried to hang in there but my mental state is OVER this journey but idk how to stop, or how to bottle feed I’ve never used a bottle with my other two and this one is so used to me that she will hardly take one her self, idk all I know is I don’t want to do this anymore I really want to stop like NOW, I know I’ll get engorged but honestly IDC I know some of u moms are in the same situation so plz help me with how to stop BF even if cold turkey and how to stick with it and not cave cause let’s face it it convenient to pop a boob in the mouth and be done

Update:::

Today went well February 2 all day long I have not given her breast although I have decided to pump for a while because I don’t wanna completely take the breastmilk from her she was taking bottles fine all day and pacifier but now that it is 7:29 PM she is not happy at all and will not take the bottle or pacifier I know it’s only the first night and it’s going to be a long night but I refuse to cave this time I want to thank everybody for all of their advice that means a lot and I did take it into consideration