Should I try going back to therapy

Background: I was molested as a child and raped by different people. Also been raped before twice on my teenage years but I think the biggest thing that effected me was being raped in groomed by a older man when I was 14, it effected the way I think of man I think all man are bad like I have a boyfriend now and sometimes I’m scared of him 🤦🏽‍♀️I hate having these thoughts I feel I should get help but I’ve already been In therapy inpatient outpatient groups for my trauma I thought I was better but honestly I don’t think I am.