So I live with my family in my own room. No matter what I do to orgasm it doesn’t work. It’s just kinda good feeling but orgasms aren’t happening. I’ve got the bms pillow talk sassy, the satisfyer pro 2, a thrusting realistic dildo and two other toys. I haven’t come from any nor my own hands. What I do know is that by myself there’s no sense of anticipation, romance, attraction etc. So I’m wondering if I’ve got some subconscious shame block going on. Please give some kind and helpful thoughts.