Confession time

So I’m here to tell on myself. Need to clear my mind because after all that happened I need to get it done. Let the judgement begin. Anyways my boyfriend and I went to the store today. He doesn’t like when I talk to guys and when we walked out he was trying to say to me that he didn’t mean for the conversation to go that route with the cashier. Like he felt guilty before I would even bring it up. It made me mad, so I took my ring off and threw it in the parking lot. He was so mad treating me like complete garage and I tried so hard to find that ring but it never happened. So I came to realize he’s constantly taking it from me anyways what’s it even matter? He left me there it was so cold, some random woman heard him treating me badly and told me she would drive me where I needed to go but I politely declined her offer and continued searching for it. With me being 20 weeks pregnant and all I went back into the store because i realized the ring wasn’t worth my health. He totally shunned me in front of a bunch of people and on top of that called his mom to the situation. We couldn’t dealt with it on our own apparently. He wanted me and my unborn child to suffer. I understand he’s upset but the point is he wouldn’t even help me and he constantly takes it from me so it didn’t seem like he wanted me to have it in the first place. Idk what to do. I feel like crap. He said he had to buy me another one and I said who said that his mom also said I wouldn’t buy another one. Yeah I messed up by throwing a ring but I’m just fed up with him being able to do what he wants but I can’t. It hurts my feelings. Idk what to do.

Edit: thank you all for shedding some light on the situation. The sad part is his mom is even gaslighting me too. They both make me feel crazy when in reality I am experiencing abuse. I don’t like it at all. Im not happy and straight up told him today I do not want to get married, and I don’t. I might need an intervention or something someone to come get me because my car is snowed in like a lot and I’m pretty sure he has taken my keys too. Next time I get to leave, I am leaving and not looking back. He has apologized and asked me if I could look at it like it never happened. I said no. I don’t regret it but I will apologize for getting rid of the ring. He says I’m not leaving him, like I’m some sort of property to him and I don’t appreciate his hard work on buying me a ring. Yup your right he treats me like some child that’s not ok. I’ve just seriously had enough and idk how I can escape the next time. Maybe while he’s at work but I’ll still need to get my car unstuck. He knows I love my son dearly and said we should give him up for adoption which I’d rather leave him vs giving my son up. I know I can take care of him and everything will be just fine in our future without my sons father. I got this.

No my son will not be in this environment along with myself. We deserve better, especially my son. He never asked to be born. I have plans nobody knows about besides my mom and that’s how it will stay.