Well I might be a MoMA??!

So, I haven't really told anyone about this yet including my husband... We have had miscarriages, faint false positives, and even an ectopic pregnancy so I don't really get super excited when I get a positive because I have learned the hard way... But I still hold on to alittle hope!! Anyway as much as I want to let my family know and everyone I am not going to until I have my first visit... But more importantly right now I just want to tell the story on why I decided to test 😂😂🤣 and since I am not ready to spill any beans I figured I'd tell some strangers... Yesterday morning I was working and it was time to take a home depo trip.. I swore I saw brian laundrie 🤣😂 I laughed it off because I'm sure alot of people look like him bald and beared man 🤷‍♀️ and I'm pretty sure he's dead .. although I have seen some TikToks suggesting otherwise haha conspiracies woooooooooooo...anywho this morning at about 2:40 I woke up from a dream brian laundrie found our house and was driving around it 🤣😂 then some guy was cleaning our mailbox for some reason either way as goofy as it sounds it was real as could be I woke up in a cold sweat and locked all of our doors and was like scared then I was like I have to pee.... I have extra pregnancy test always just incase so I was like... That dream was wickedly realistic then I started to remember how the bananas at my other job were smelling any way screw it I'm gonna pee on this stick who knows I'm probably just getting these symptoms because my period is due anyway.... Well peed on it waited like 5 seconds BFP Bleeding through I sat there in my bathroom trying not to wake my husband up by repeating " what" "what" "whhhhhhat" it was the fastest a test has been for me .. Anyway who knows like I said I wanted to tell someone I finally went to bed and had another dream that my boss was house sitting for me and my dog bit her son hahah again very vivid.... I pray it sticks but I also just pray for God's will to be done it's all in his hands I will no longer let getting pregnant become an obsession 🤷‍♀️