Please help trying to TTC after 2 TFMR

Fara

Hi everyone, Last year was the worst year in my life I had 2 TFMR the first was in January as they found out at the 17 weeks ultrasound that my baby had sever IGUR and a heart defect he measuring a month behind I did too many tests and ultrasounds and the doctors told me that my placenta wasn’t attached correctly and there is no hope that my baby will survive. Amino result were high AFP and no genetic abnormalities

I got pregnant after 2 months everything was going good NIPT test was normal then 20 weeks ultrasound my baby was diagnosed with severe Hydrocephalus and a heart defect and curled thigh bones I went to so many doctor and nobody know what is the outcome but my baby would need lots of surgeries and very low chance of survival so we decided to terminate in September.

we did all the genetic testing and everything is normal nobody knows why this happened to me its all really rare diagnoses and now I’m scared to death to try again anyone have advice on what other tests I should do before trying again.