Just need to let it out 😞

LK 👼🌈💙

Had my appointment with my gyno didn’t go to well (think the doctor didn’t take time to read over notes ) 🙄 he wanted me to try <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a> (as he said I did the max rounds on clomid which is untrue I only did one round!) and was on a low dosage of 50mg he taught I did 100mg. He then said it’s my weight effecting me and that weight is my issue 😞 and that I would be bette losing weight I absolutely gave up I have tried loosing weight and said it ain’t about my weight I haven’t even had 3 rounds of clomid yet! I had to skip this cycle due to irregular cycle and on 50 mg along with my progesterone being only 0.75nmol/l he then said take next 2 cycles 50mg day 2-6 and they ring me in April and give me a try on clomid they won’t give me letrozole I need to go to another hospital and be referred too that hospital which will be over a year on a list! Even if we pay. 3 years trying only able to get help since December 2021 after being on a list for over a year and half!! To be told they have given up on me. Stupid weight get used for a lot of answers! I’m extremely active I don’t eat junk food, I don’t smoke or drink I get 15000-20000 steps a day I do swimming 3 times a week. Just so fed up and annoyed at myself and my body! As o say I’m always the childminder never a mother.