New here 😥

I am struggling. With my first we got pregnant after 4 cycles. In April 2021, when our baby was 15 months, we started tried again. I was pregnant 4 cycles later, just like the first, but unfortunately it ended in a mmc at 9 weeks.

I got my period back in November 2021 and this is now our 4th cycle but based on my temps it’s looking like another negative this month 😔

I know 4 cycles isn’t a long time but after the mmc and the fact that we’re coming up on a year from when we first started trying for #2 - which also would have been my due date - it is wearing heavily on me.

I have an appt with my obgyn on Feb 22nd and I’m hoping to get a referral for fertility testing. I’ve now accepted that I may need help to get pregnant and I’m willing to do whatever they think works.

It’s just so hard. I really wanted them 2 years apart. And then every month I am hopeful + positive and it ends in sadness. I just want it to be pregnant again and for the baby to stick. We only want 2 and this would be our last child ❤️‍🩹