I am sad and trying not to cry. My ex finally moved out of my house and it hurts that he doesn’t check up on me about the baby or anything. He said he would call but doesn’t. I know I shouldn’t be thinking about him because we are not together and he doesn’t want this baby. He is just doing out of obligation. I know this should not be my concern because I can’t control how he treats me but it just nice to have someone there especially someone your having your first kid with. This pregnancy I feel alone because I really wanted my partner to be here rubbing, holding, and sharing all these beautiful moments together. I understand that was all a dream and I pray he comes around at least for the baby. So I hope with time and space we I can get the support I want from him even if we don’t get back together.