Little update after my baby girl I had at 19, my baby father never returned so I met someone else 18 years older than me and I had a little boy. MAN was he abusive mentally and physically. I left him alone but continued a little sex and got pregnant in one of my tubes and I had to have surgery to get the baby removed 12/12/21 🕊👼🏽 boy did god know my heart I cannot afford to get pregnant ESPECIALLY FROM HIM. I don’t personally don’t believe in abortions so I was boohoo crying 3 babies at 22 & before anyone slanders me the ectopic pregnancy was a side effect of the morning after pill, at the time I was using it as my form of birth control so I was trying to prevent pregnancy and not just being careless I would tell him not to but he would still do it inside and just pay for the pill. Now I have one ovary and I noticed I don’t feel as good about myself or I get angry or upset a lot faster & I rarely have a drive… nevertheless now I’m back on my own currently looking for my first apartment & working on loving myself more and healing ❤️‍🩹 from both men. Love is not for me this time I’m ready to fully heal. I’ll rather be alone and happy then with someone and sad unhappy and experiencing loss… it’s time for growth my focus is my children 🦋

P.s I met my angel baby in the astral he/she was really tiny I couldn’t even recognize the gender BUT it’s nice to know he/she is still with me🕊