Hey y’all! I had a miscarriage in December. It was a blithe ovum. Had my cycle in January, and now waiting for February s cycle. It’s a bit late.

I thought I was over it. But I bump into a cousin who told me she’s pregnant and due in July… which coincidentally I would have been due in July. I was trigger. Of course happy for her. But after I left I felt very sad.

A friend told me I was jealous. And I tried to explain I don’t think it was jealousy because in my mind jealousy comes from a dark place. What felt was a kind of longing. Knowing I would of been exactly where my cousin was in pregnancy. ( by the way my friend and I found out we were pregnant on the same day) she still pregnant thankfully. But I probably can’t speak to her about these things any more… im not sure any way im just venting. Do u guys who experienced miscarriage get triggered? And how do u overcome it ?

Xoxo