So frustrated

Elizabeth

I hate my uterus. I have probably posted so many times about this. I hate whining to people in real life haha. So I will do it here where people can choose to listen/read or not.

So I had pink discharge at 8/9dpo, got super excited! I had implantation bleeding with both my kids and never spot around that time normally, so why wouldn't I think positive. I knew I had an appointment coming up tomorrow so figured I would wait and test then at the office. Well, I started spotting brown Friday, but always only when I wiped, then on Saturday, again on Sunday, now tonight I start bleeding fully. Why is my body broken?! I just want to cry. We had a loss back at the end of July, we were supposed to be due April 7th. I was supposed to be in my third trimester right now. I feel so broken.