I made a post on how my husband and I were doing better and he started drinking again. I feel like a fucking joke. He said some hurtful stuff to me, and I'm officially done. I don't want him back, I blocked him on everything. now I got to think about our baby. I'm pregnant my baby is almost here I know he doesn't deserve to have my child in his life, but I feel very fucked up. We lost our first son and I feel horrible keeping him away from my son but I am also staring to hate my soon be ex husband. I wish I could never talk or see him ever again. I really don't care what he does with his life anymore I am tired. He said he wasn't going to stop drinking and other shit that honestly makes me think he even found someone new. Yesterday I had a headache and was very nauseous, before all this he chosed our baby's name now, I don't know if I want to name him that. Someone please help me I am praying, I want to stop hating him. I don't even know if I want my baby to have his last name I am just hoping by the time he's born I got the name figured out and hopefully by then I could get passed this and let him see our child.