Everything was great at first, He has been there for me and my son since I was pregnant with my first son who isn’t his but has been there from birth my son is a year old and we decided to have another baby… got pregnant and ended up having a miscarriage at 12 weeks I was heartbroken and he seemed perfectly fine at the hospital showed no emotion and like nothing had happened while I was in tears.. I’m currently pregnant again 8 weeks but the fighting and problems have been getting worse and worse by the day and even physical and the times I’ve tried leaving him he would not let me leave even if it meant dragging me back into the house with my son in my arms and I don’t want my son to seeing those kinds of things which is the reason why I left his dad in the first place because I didn’t want my son growing up seeing those things…. Before getting pregnant with my first son I was a heavy drug user but got clean the moment I found I was pregnant but he still sees me as a drug user and He says the reason he won’t let me leave is because I’m pregnant with his child and that if I’m not here who knows the things Ill do but that once I give birth I can leave if I want to and go do drugs for all he cares but without taking my kids with me… is it wrong for hoping I miscarry just so that i won’t have anything to do with him ever again. I’ve even considered abortion just that that me and my son won’t ever have to see him again and my son won’t grow up seeing anything he doesn’t have to see grow up thinking it’s okay when it’s not.