Anyone a dentist or hygienist? Help!

Kristen • Momma to my sweet baby boys Tommy Alan 07/01/18 Henry Garnet 10/04/20

Does this look like periodontal disease? Ever since I've had kids my gums have took such a beating. I haven't been to the dentist in a long time but I do have an appointment. Im nervous though lol If anyone can calm my nerves id appreciate it