mini ttc rant? lol. ooo boy. the overthinking this cycle has begun, haha. i find myself doubting and worrying over little things!

for one, fresh insemination needs to be done within an hour of the sample being made into a sterile cup… which is never an issue, but i’m always worried i’m not doing it soon enough, or that something will jeopardize the sample🙄🙄

and with using the syringe method, i insert as close to the cervix as possible… but what if i didn’t get it close enough? (thx overthinking brain).

then the semen leaking afterwards, which i know is completely normal.. but i still somehow convince myself it’ll lead to a failed cycle.

and then afterwards, worrying about doing things to jeopardize fertilization or implantation. using a heating pad(not on the abdomen), carrying too much, stressing too much(ironic lol), and who knows what else?

trying so hard to ignore these thoughts. i’m going to be positive. i’m doing everything i can this cycle and hopefully this is the cycle that leads me to having a healthy baby!!