Vacation away from my toddler

Mommas I feel terrible. I’m here on my first vacation in years at a beautiful luxurious winery with my husband for 3 nights and 4 days. It’s the longest I’ve been away from my 15 month old darling son. He’s very well taken care of and staying with family friends who watch him often and he’s spent one night there every other week but that’s the most!! It’s so beautiful here but I can’t enjoy myself because I just feel awful and full of mommy guilt leaving him while I enjoy myself. I wish he was here running through the vineyards. Will he be ok???