I had my first miscarriage in January 2021 after trying for 4 years and finally giving up. I then started trying again and had a chemical in may 2021. I have tried and tried, been diagnosed with pcos and told I’m pre-diabetic. Nothing I did helped, I weighed 186 and changing my diet didn’t do anything. I ended up going back to work, got a stomach bug that made me lose 10lbs and I’ve kept it off. We’ll idk if it was that or that I finally quit worrying or what but I finally got it. I got my BFP Sunday, March 6th at almost 10pm. Went to the doctor and got my levels checked Monday and again Wednesday. Monday they were 22.93, Wednesday they were 64.77 🥹 my doctor scheduled my appt for this Thursday but with my history I’m so scared, I’m happy to be pregnant but I’m so scared something is going to happen and I’m not going to know until I bleed or go to the doctor and hear I miscarried again. I want to tell people so bad but I’m terrified of having to go through the process of telling people I lost it, again. So I bought more tests today. I feel like testing brings me peace when I worry, which in turn just costs me more money 😂 but this made me feel so good. I got my bfp on a digital when line tests were still super faint but seeing this line just feels so different 🤍