He doesn’t want me to get my tubes tied

Okay you read it right. My husband of 5 years doesn’t want me to tie my tubes. We have a 4 year old 3 year old (they are 19 months apart) and a baby coming in August. He’s a truck driver and he’s gone during the week and he comes home on the weekends. So that means I have to take care of the kids all my myself. I use to work but but haven’t for a bout a year to raise our kids. I’m mentally and physically drained. We live pay check to pay check since I’ve stopped working but we are doing alright for ourselves not too bad. But man I can’t imagine possibly having one more mouth to feed and starting all over again. He refuses to get snipped and he doesn’t want me to tie my tubes. I’m sick and tired of birth control. I hate how it makes me feel. I’ve been on and off it for 10 years. 3 kids is good enough for me. I straight up asked him so do you want another baby after our 3rd? and he said yes in a few years. He talks about how our next baby might be a boy. We are going to have 2 girls and 1 boy total. He comes from a large family of 10 siblings. I only have one sister. I don’t want to do it anyways and it ruins our marriage. I love and respect my husband I wish we were in a mutual agreement. My doctor also said for me to think about it. And I think I’ll just get an IUD again or something. Maybe I’m just drained from having kids? He was 19 and I was 20 when we had our first. Now we are 25&26. I don’t want to regret it in the future. I wish my husband could be the one carrying these babies or taking male birth control 😂 anyways that’s the end of my little rant.