When people ask when I’m going to have a baby…

I have been married for 2 years now and everyone keeps asking “so when are you going to have babies?!”

This question bothers me.

I am 23 years old. I’m finishing college. And quit honestly.. it’s deeper than just those things..

I can’t even get the motivation to brush my hair or teeth on a daily basis.

I am so anxious and depressed all the time.

I don’t eat good. I maybe eat one meal a day.

I don’t work out like I should, or even move my body much.

I am tired all of the time, and just sleep a lot.

So maybe.. just maybe.. when I can start actually doing those things for myself.. I can think about having a child. But until then I simply can’t. I think that’s so selfish to bring a baby into the world with a depressed unhealthy mother. But I don’t feel like explaining all that to people every time they ask. It just makes me tear up thinking how not ready I am even if I wanted one…

So next time you ask someone when they’re having babies.. well.. maybe don’t.