I feel so blessed to be able to sat I am 9 months pregnant after 3 years of ttc its truly became something I never throught would happen for me. And through I am a positive person and this pregnancy been great in many ways. I find myself have pregnancy anxiety that seems different from other women. Before I become pregnant my husband and I had completely given up on the idea of pregnancy and having biological childern we were looking into adoption and then find out we were pregnant one day after a failed match. I feel soooo blessed but sometimes I find my brain still can't caught up and is like still stick in that place of this will never happen... not for us... these throughts have led to worrying about the baby and feeling like it can be taken from me at any moment. I hate that I have this but after everything we have been through its just the way my brain is. I started seeing a therapist half way through my pregnancy talk to her meditation and yoga has helped. But and pretty much my whole second trimester i was glowing and not having much of these feeling and able to enjoy the pregnancy. However never since I made 37 weeks I started to have these feeling again... it's l like the dream is so close and I'm so scared. I Want to clam and here for my baby girl who I love so much.... has anyone who got pregnant after struggling to convince dealt with this.... what helped and how did you explain your feelings to people I feel like I don't have many people to talk to people get really werid went u bring up infertility or anything related to it