Husband is…

Today I was supposed to be up at 5am and out of the house by 6am, it’s now 6:30am and I am still waiting on my husband to come out of the house. He does this every single trip without fail, we’ve known about this trip for months and I’ve begged him to get ready for weeks and he is still making us late. This is just beyond frustrating because I am having surgery in another state and cannot afford to be late. Last night he took my phone charger to charge his AirPods and I needed it for my phone but he didn’t seem to care. I asked him to set an alarm for 5am and he told me he did. I naturally woke up at 5:45am and asked him what happened and he just humps his shoulders and say I don’t know. I would have set an alarm myself but I never in a million years would’ve thought he’d not set an alarm but here we are. Now he’s walking around pouting and acting like an ass, it’s like whenever something isn’t about him he acts out and I’m so tired of it. I can’t even talk to him about it now because he will just say to go without him and that’s not possible. He is doing me a favor and I am grateful but I am also exhausted at this point and wish I would’ve had my mother come and go with me. I even talked to him about one of my siblings going with me and he was offended. Well here comes yesterday and he is doing laundry for the trip, buying shoes, allowed the kids to make a mess (while I was out at an appointment), etc. I told him to do everything that he needed to do so when we wake up we could shower and leave. He told me he wasn’t going to bed and come midnight he’s sleeping and I knew this would be like every other time we went on a trip. It’s almost like he’s sabotaging it. I honestly blame myself for trusting him to not do what he’s literally done every other time.