Ugh I hate this!!!!!!

I cried myself to sleep last night because why can’t my body do the one thing I was destined to do! Why is it so hard to get pregnant. You see everybody who’s irresponsible get pregnant with an ease. Dr*g heads , women who don’t even want children. The one thing I just want to do is have a baby! I feel like if I can’t do that then I have no purpose in life. Women are here to procreate and carry life! Why does my body hat* me so much that I can’t do something so simple! 😭😭😭🤦🏾‍♀️ I just want to give up forever because this isn’t fair at all!