I cannot explain where these emotions came from…when we were turning into the parking lot of my cousin’s baby shower and I felt so uneasy and felt my heart beating faster…I still went in thinking I was okay but by the time I walked to the back to drop off the food…I was a wreck…I literally fell on the shoulder’s of by bff’s husband sobbing like I sobbed the first time I received the news that I was going through a miscarriage…I was just shaking uncontrollably

I guess maybe I was wrong thinking I was okkay and ready to be normal again after passing my baby on Wednesday but I guess was not…I’m praying I will be well soon