Positions

Ok so when my boyfriend and I first started dating I always wanted back shots, I didn’t like missionary it almost made me uncomfortable. Being so close to him, it freaked me out, mentally I couldn’t enjoy it.

Now we’ve been together for a few months and it’s the opposite! I love when he’s close to

Me in missionary, where I can see him and hear his and such! (That’s not to say I don’t like back shots, love them but not as much now)

I know it has to do with how much I trust him and possibly even love him.

I’ve dealt with a lot of severe sexual trauma and it tends to find ways to affect my relationships so this actually makes me so happy.

Has this happened fo anyone else? Like the significance of the position and emotional change?