Am I wrong for feeling this way?

I honestly do not want my child’s father there when I give birth to our daughter. He’s made this pregnancy so hard for me. From cheating, to putting his hands on me in the beginning of my pregnancy, to getting someone else pregnant during my pregnancy, causing me so much stress and heartache and so much more. I was so in love that I stayed through all of it but we have been broken up for about 2 months and I’m no longer In love and I don’t like him at all. But my daughter will only be born one time and I know taking that experience away from him isn’t right especially since this is his first child. But I just know he’s going to make my labor and delivery experience terrible. I feel like my feelings are valid but I know I’ll probably feel bad afterwards. What would you do?