Failed FET after embryo batching

I’ve never posted on here before, but having just experienced my first failed IVF cycle I felt drawn to being with people who understand the deep sadness and disappointment. I am 43 and after two failed IUI’s we moved to IVF and were advised to do PGS testing which meant 3 cycles of egg collection over a 9 month period. We gathered 10 embryos (some high quality) and ended up with one 5 day blast after the PGS testing.

I feel like I did everything; Accupuncture for over a year, all the supplements, all the right diet and activities, and all of the other sacrifices we women have to make.

Getting the negative test hurt deep, I’ve cried every day since, and don’t really want to talk to anyone. How do you amazing women pick yourselves back up to try again?!! I feel angry, scared, sad… and also like I don’t have any faith in the process. I couldn’t possibly do another PGS round it’s too gruelling, but I know that at my age the chances are just dwindling. Man this is hard 😢