I had an abortion earlier in the year at 6 weeks. I think about how far I'd be everyday but I know with the way things are it was the right decision. Part of me thinks I shouldve just kept the baby because of the horrible guilt I feel.

I probably want another child in two years, but I cant help to think about the child I shouldve had and who they could've been. I shoukd be around 20 weeks today and would be finding out the gender.

My partner does not feel the same connection though. To make matters worse, he says he kinda wishes we kept the baby when it was mainly his idea. I agreed as well but if it were just me I would've chosen to keep it.

Has anybody been in a similar situation?