9 weeks today!!

I am a 38 year old, pregnant with baby#2 via my first FET IVF cycle. My firstborn, who is 13 now was conceived without medical assistance. I am struggling to continue these hormones, I am at my wits end with all of these shots, pills and suppositories. I'm starting to get scar tissue all over my tush, and it hurts whenever it's touched. I know this is all for a good cause, and know that I am blessed to have made it this far in my pregnancy. So I should feel grateful, which I do. I'm just ready to move on to the next chapter of this process. Thanks for letting me vent :-)