Expected period day cannot come any quicker!

I’ve come to the point where I fully cba with this anymore, the testing and getting next to nothing, some faint lines but no BFP. If my cycle comes it comes and I’m ok with that, if it doesn’t I will be over the moon. I’ve now decided to stop testing and just wait it out til I’m due. 12/4 (U.K. I live so the date format is different) 12th April I’m meaning lol, Tuesday cannot come quick enough.