My husband and I just want to disappear.

We are burnt out and tired of toiling day and night. I have a baby due in 11 weeks. I also have a toddler. Back story.

We use to be really ok financially even with our little debt here and there. We managed to pay off everything we owed and was planning on getting a house, when shortly our extended family came up with needs. They ran us dry, very bone dry and now have turned their backs on us. Telling us we are not successful like others. Unfortunately,  many times we borrowed again to meet their needs. Please don't judge us, we are extremely generous and now we regret it every passing day.

I had surgery a while back and for many months can't work cause I am on bed rest. We didn't want another kid as we started to see our financial struggle but even with contraceptive IUD I got pregnant. Children are blessing so we choose to keep the baby. My husband has been working alone for months to keep our heads above water. We have downsized to bare bone, cut off all subscription and now living like we never have before.

My husband is now drowning, he had a bad accident in the past and always in pain and on treatment for over 10 years. He never complains and works his a$$ off. Every one is laughing at us now.

We are crying every night to bed. We are now the shadow of ourselves.

We can't even afford rent anymore, we barely eat as long as our toddler is well fed.

I need help 

Pray for me

Advise me.

What can I do from home?

How can we rise again?

We just want to run away and disappear.

We just moved from a city to a town,  should we move again to a more cheaper town?

I am lost?

Another baby coming ?

I am losing my mind?

My husband and children deserve better.

What can we do?

A cry for help? The debt are increasing

How do we even pay it?

I need answers 😩