I’m 39 and have been ttc since I was 18. I’ve had 2 ectopics and three miscarriages. I recently had someone give me gaurdianship of a two month old. It took the mother a month to sign the document. She asked to have him over one night a week and I agreed. She took him on Thursday and has decided to no longer bring him back. I am so heart broken. He turns four months on the 19th. I’ve taken him to the dr. Stayed up all night with him when he’s sick. Spent so much money, which is the least of my worries. I fell in love with him. His car seat was full of roaches when I first got him. He had an ear infection and trouble sleeping. I learned to sooth him and give him comfort. How can someone be so heartless? She knew what she was doing from the start. She used me. I don’t know if he’s safe or happy. My stomach is in knots and I feel like I can’t breathe! My heart has been ripped from my chest 😩😢 sorry ladies I just needed to vent 💔