Awful morning😫

I just had to share because I’m feeling like crap mentally and physically. My husband let me sleep in with the baby this morning til 11 which was rare and beautiful. Well we got up at 11 and I heard him in the basement with our 2 year old so I went to go see what they were doing and fell halfway down the basement stairs, on my tailbone, holding our 3 week old. Of course my brain went straight to “protect the baby,” which I did, he’s unscathed, but I swear my tailbone is broken. Just feeling better postpartum and I do something stupid.😔 Doesn’t help my husband wanted to make me feel like a shit mom for putting our child in danger like I took him skydiving or rattlesnake hunting. I had no intent of falling down the stairs this morning, wasn’t exactly in my plans.🙄