Ok, I’m confused. Is this for reals?!?! My period is due today, I’ve been feeling a little bleh the last few day. But I thought it was the flu because my mother in law and husband both came down with it… I lost a baby last May… I can’t lose another one… is this for real?!?! I’m in utter shock. My period is due today but nothing this morning so I figured I’d take a test because I started getting nauseous randomly. Is this real? This is the last test I had… this has to be a false positive… this can’t be real can it.. is our Rainbow really on the way?

Half of me is trying to convince myself this isn’t real. This is false because I’m so terrified to lose another baby. I can’t lose a second baby. But at the same time I’m filled with excitement and joy and shock. Is this for real?!?! This isn’t a false positive is it?!?!