Cried sooo hard today cause I never thought I’ll be experiencing infertility. Me & my boyfriend been together 4 years & still nothing . He has no kids I have no kids & I would love to give him his first but nothing is happening . Even when I decided not to try for months still nothing . Today I asked God why cause I just don’t understand & I never ask God why cause I trust him but this is frustrating. I really just don’t get it . I couldn’t help but to break down & cry 😢 I just wanna be blessed with my own little family 😝