Postpartum

I had a baby two weeks ago and I could not be any more happier. I just find myself at times very down and out for no reason. I just think about life and I get sad. I feel urges to cry for nothing at all I don’t know what to do. I’m trying my best to stay strong but I think this is postpartum depression slowing getting me. I’m afraid to talk to anybody because I don’t want them to think I’m not capable of taking care of my baby. This is my first baby , I did not think things will be as hard as it is mentally. I know it’ll get better sometimes it’s just hard to believe….